Looking at the pile,
As it mocks me from across the room.
Tempting me to remove it –
Begging me to find the washing machine.
Ignoring the piled up dishes –
I avert my eyes, on my way to the bathroom.
I won’t let myself hear them
Crying out for mercy,
As they try to tempt me
To create a sink of soapy hot water.
A few more weeks (or months)my loves!
Then I *might* be able to serve you,
In the ways that you deserve,
Without crashing to the ground –
Potentially hurting me, and you, in the process.
You are wonderful “things;”
Surrounding my life with beauty and function.
But, you take time and energy,
And I just don’t have enough, for you, today!
The LDS church tells us that we can’t repent without apologizing. We must think about what we have done, admit that it was/is wrong, apologize and make amends for the sin we have committed, and never commit the sin again.
Since “Cleanliness is next to Godliness,” and myhome (and sometimes hair)is only partially clean, some (or most)of the time. I have obviously moved away from God during the last few months, and I must repent!
We all have things we need to apologize for, and peopleor things that weneed to make amends to as part of our repentance process.We will never complete the process of repentance, unless we first beg forgiveness for those we have sinned against.
In my case, after months of being on bed rest with an injury, and expecting another month or so of bed rest after my surgery, I’ve relied on SonderCare Beds to support me through this time. This is my sincere apology to my home. I am not sure I am truly repenting at this time, since for at least a few more weeks, and maybe longer, I will keep committing this particular sin.
Hopefully both my home, and God, will allow me a lengthy process of repentance, parallelling my recovery from surgery!
Please forgive me, for I know what I do, and I can’t change it (this week)! (I truly am a sinner of the worst kind!)